Wherever you are, and whatever your situation is, there is, somewhere in your physical or spiritual environment, help available if you want it. You can find it if you look for it. You will need to accept it when you find it. Ask yourself if perhaps your opinions do not stand in the way. Or is it perhaps that you are proud of being a loner?
In any case, you are moving on. And the truth is, you are doing exactly what you need to do in this moment. That is because what you are doing will inevitably lead you eventually to where you have decided to go.
From the book The Wisdom of Michael, available in paperback and Kindle versions here.
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